Here Terror

Nothing stays put and nothing

Comes back. The same sort of thing
Appears to be happening,
Appears to be here, and we
Mistake similarity
For identity, durance.
I want to say I've been here.

I've never been here before.
Here's never been here before,
Never will be here again,
But here I am when I am
Here. Someone wants to find me.
Someone wants the money back.
I can't find either in me.