Monologue

I am lonely for a god,
Fairy or demon,
Something other than human,

Not to talk to, but to hear,
To have answer me.
I prefer signs to voices,
But if wind had a message,

I'd listen. I certainly
Do my best to sit and read
Any hint of a pattern
Maybe meant for me.

People slightly comfort me
When they're not alarming me.
But people are me.